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Mentor Sahab's TCSP Reflection Diaries - Part 2

Writer: Hamza Nasir
Hamza Nasir
1 hour ago
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Disclaimer: God Almighty being my witness, I solemnly swear the following poetic script features zero use of AI.


  • Reading ‘Percy Jackson and the Greek Heroes while seeing my cat chase a fly on all fours

  • Remember that annoying feeling at the end of A’Levels when I topped Numl University Entry Test but was asked by my family to complete the chores

  • You will never cross the ocean unless you will yourself to look beyond the shore

  • Lately, this robotic routine has become a touch monotonous; thinking of accompanying my Senior 1 friend Hassan on a Skardu tour

  • Getting mugged in life, escaping a burning building and filing for divorce; traumatizing experiences down to the core

  • Miss the O’Level days sometimes when we played Play Station 1 while eating pakoras once more

  • Research, freelance projects, filling up boards like an automaton, lately, my creative spirit has been a touch sore

  • I would really fancy an encounter with Robin Hood of Ichra or Batman Bin Superman at the Paragon general store

  • Used to hate wardens in hostel accommodation for confiscating our heaters or blowers

  • If you want to wake up all of humanity, first, wake up all of yourself; no time to snore

  • Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding everything you see senor

  • Am so done with hearing people say, ‘my way or the highway’; at times, you just wanna take the door

  • There is no worse blind man than the one who can see but doesn’t have vision; must decimate the folk lore

 

 

  • Talking to Meeram about Karachi’s infrastructure mirroring that of Barki

  • Kids yearning for DBQ night at Theatrica even though they enjoyed the Qawwali

  • College program instructors lobbying for more power while playing Tekken and lamenting over ‘Sacha piyar nahin mila’; got to love their faculty

  • 5000 out of 12.5 million people in Sweden have microchips implanted on their skins, harboring illusions of biological and cybernetic immortality

  • Genetically modified organisms and processed foods, contributing to hormonal balance and early puberty

  • 2019 article about invisible quantum dot to identify vaccinated kids and hence exert more control on the society

  • Senior 1 kids nostalgic while reflecting on their trip to Islamabad and Khewra mine, getting stuck in traffic and arriving late to CSP

  • Kids found Theatrica plays profound, particularly Kingston’s play about the white family

  • They also adored ‘Welcome to Theatrica’ chorus as well as the Obsession Parody

  • The Nagals (Meso-American Spiritual Masters) have a ritual training process called recapitulation to improve your witnessing capacity

  • One of the most erroneous aphorisms guiding our lives is that we have to know where we are going in order to get there; quote by Rumi

  • Don’t lose what you don’t have simply because you couldn’t banish those incessant doubts that you created in your fantasies

 


  • College program kids sulking about favoritism and the need to overhaul girls’ football team as well as bring in the treadmill and basketball court amenities

  • Not to mention basking in stereotypes like FA being for art lovers and FSc students being a touch nerdy

  • Though they enjoyed the Friday breakfast sessions, mentorship from Sir Ali Adnan as well as the leniency

  • At the tiniest quantum level, time is not a reality

  • Kids talking about need for CSP to promote e-gaming and rugby

  • It would take you 18 months to walk all the way along the Great Wall of China approximately

  • 2.3 million granite blocks make up the Great Pyramid of Giza; yes, you read that correctly

  • Buzz Aldrin, 2nd man to step on the Moon, in 1969, peed himself while walking on the surface apparently

  • The longest river in the world is the River Nile, clocking 6,853 km in length with its resources shared by 11 different countries

  • The first hand-held mobile phone call was made on April 3, 1973, in New York City

  • City School Alumni downing Zaki Baba French fries while reflecting on college trip to Nathiagali

  • If superheroes were real, would they be more responsible for protecting people than you or accountable equally

  • Does legacy truly matter if every achievement is ultimately forgotten by history?

 


  • Participants finding the Theatrica event overall to be very crowdy

  • Can we ever know what is objectively real if every person perceives reality differently?

  • Hamdan reminiscing bunking classes and using cell phone in washroom the whole day; wow, sir jee

  • What flies without wings?  What has branches but no leaves? Which building has the most stories?

  • Campus rocked with ‘beshumar’ chants; putrid sense of humor indeed matey

  • Why did Salamander go to Hollywood? To make newt movies!

  • Kids thirsting for free Physics lessons like a dog with two tails hypothetically

  • Senior 2 girls laughing at the Stairs and stressing on the need to bring in more teams as well as the importance of good company

  • Students complaining about overpriced food being sold at the stalls with them lacking hygiene and variety

  • Not to mention some pupils procrastinating when it came to their hall and room duties

  • They feel in future stalls should feature souvenirs and jewellery

  • Furthermore, they missed Gol Gappa stall on the 2nd day of the event undoubtedly

  • Event decorum marred on the 2nd day by constant fighting with some people saying, 'larkay tou aisay hi hotay Hain’; seriously?

 

 

  • Life is like being at the dentist; you always think the worst is still to come; yet it is over already!

  • Infants are upset when they hear another infant crying – a response some see as the earliest precursor of empathy

  • The skills that allow us to do this well or poor are also, for the most part, learned tacitly

  • The cruelest of criminals such as sadistic serial killers are the epitome of psychopathy

  • How I wish that City School Paragon’s menu would feature cold coffee

  • In hindsight, they could also introduce sausage cheese omelettes and spaghetti

  • Attending Inset O’Level Physics training session, lamenting over how much education has been bulldozed by the AI technology

  • Singling out students on account of stained shirts, messy haircuts and their trousers being dirty

  • Spreading awareness on breast cancer while students participate in PE sessions excitedly

  • Its absolutely discouraged to send students back home earlier, only in the case of an emergency

  • Happiness is the result of love coming out of you; practice creates the master; no one else can make you happy

  • Students playing ping pong sometimes with racket and ball and rest of the time with their emotional poison probably

  • Sometimes, you become what you have observed; guess it does impact your legacy

  • Most of us were taught to believe in two separate realities; waking reality and our dream reality

  • Its like edging a good length outswinger between wicket keeper and first slip fielder; a touch streaky

  • Theatrica drama doesn’t just have to be linked to external events but also choices made by individuals as they navigate life routinely

  • Sometimes, wanting more has become a means of masking underlying dissatisfaction and choosing quantity over quality

  • My advice: Stop asking ‘How have I been wronged?’; instead, ask ‘What have I learnt lately?’

  • You feel more empowered when you take on more responsibility

  • Gotta dial down your emotional response, learn rational communication and set future boundaries

 


  • Fights in City School Paragon on Theatrica second day, need more bouncers, aik party Bahir, aik party Andar, as the trend goes normally

  • Serious anger management issues among the new generation with kids finding the smallest triggers literally

  • Country rocked by calamitous events such as terrorism escalation, Islamabad Court suicide bombing, flash flooding and PIMS Islamabad Newborn Tragedy

  • Not to mention Balochistan coal mine blast, Pindi Bhattian bus accident and Gul Plaza fire in Karachi

  • Always thank God for being blessed while reflecting on the tragic spate of events in our society

  • In a parallel universe, a book nerd like me would be studying ACCA and doing graphic designing usually

  • While launching Spirit Week in CSP and encouraging students to go for British Parliamentary Debating Competitions regularly

  • Damsels in distress at Theatrica 2026, craving for pizzas and ranting about the milkshakes being watery

  • Holy Quran 2:264  Don’t waste your acts of charity by reminders of your generosity

  • When water enters inside the boat it sinks, but, when a boat sits on water, it sails perfectly

  • Just as we empty our stomachs of food, we are also called to empty all of our senses from everything that doesn’t bring us closer to God Almighty

 

 

  • Mubeen vibing with me in regard to the Cadet college discussion splendidly

  • Ali from Senior 2 suggesting that Theatrica should replicate something along the lines of milinagma; dressing up as army soldiers and expressing solidarity

  • Are there limits to human creativity and is some degree of censorship really necessary?

  • Should athletes be allowed to express political or religious beliefs during sporting events or does it compromise neutrality?

  • If elite drug distributors like Anmol Pinky continuously receive VIP treatment, Pakistan risks transitioning into a narco-state landscape absolutely

  • Iblees and his demonic army use every second to delude people, eliminate their moral values and encourage them to change the creation of God Almighty

  • Smoking weed is haraam, murder is haraam and so is adultery

  • Loneliness is dangerous; being disconnected is as harmful as smoking 15 cigarettes daily

  • It leads to fragmented communities, weakened civic engagement and lower workplace productivity

  • Gen Z and Millennials report highest rates of loneliness despite being the most connected digitally

  • On the list of Freemasons is Carl Laemmle, Louis B. Mayer and Walk Disney

  • Snoop Dogg once admitted to selling his soul to the Devil; Hollywood is indeed Satan’s industry

  • If you could please each and every Tom, Dick and Harry but you couldn’t win over God, what did you really achieve in your life buddy?

 


  • Sajid Momos & Golay Wala, Karachi Paratha & Bar BQ, Ali Bites Shawarma and Farch Tastic Sweet Corn; let City School Paragon welcome obesity

  • Once you start recognizing the signs, life is never the same again undoubtedly

  • Socrates, the Greek Philosopher said that doctors of today erroneously separate the mind from the body

  • The body releases dopamine, oxytocin, serotonin and endorphins as a chemical reaction to art and beauty

  • If we define the beginning of urbanization as the start of the Industrial Revolution, we have lived in modern surroundings for less than 0.004% of our history

  • We weren’t made to live in concrete jungles, we are a part of nature, an ancient wisdom we have forgotten most definitely

  • It is important to hone your intuition by journaling and reading back over the entries

  • Understand Hebbian learning and keep a note of the times you are sent a message via goosebumps from your body

  • Four steps of behavior change; raised awareness, focused attention, deliberate practice and accountability

  • University of Manchester created a skin-swab test to detect Parkinson’s disease courtesy of a retired nurse with heightened olfactory abilities

  • People who climb steep hills or squat on the floor are less likely to suffer from falls; one of the leading causes of death and disease in the elderly

  • Gallup’s survey of people from 142 countries reports almost a quarter of adults feeling lonely

  • Learn to invoke past mentors; values are what draws us together in our communities


 

  • Absolutely loved Fatima’s portrayal of John Keating in Dead Poets Society

  • Some core values of City School include respect, love, tolerance, freedom and simplicity

  • Finally, Oh Captain! My Captain!’ scene was simply breathtaking and legendary

  • My favorite play was the one performed by BNU called Misery

  • Iconic lines included ‘shadi ka keera.com’ and ‘your job can be done by a monkey’

  • Basic expectations from hubby darling include cool music, awesome dressing as well as dining out at eastern restaurants just 5 times weekly

  • Insecure and jealous wives, man who tried to challenge God, writers and directors facing obstacles; theme selection was a visceral beauty

  • How can young people discuss difficult social issues while remaining respectful of people who disagree?

  • What side of you do you feel the Theatrica stage has allowed you to see more clearly?

  • Should school treat theatre and arts like their examinations seriously?

  • Proud of Mubeen for doing a scintillating job as Co-Director for safety, health and emergency

  • Is art more about pretending to be someone else or understanding people deeply?

  • Mam Zehra was indeed the unsung hero; behind every phenomenal event is a visionary!

 


  • Brain drain at its peak; 900 academics left Pakistan in 2022

  • As Rabbi Nachman of Breslov said, “The day you were born is the day God decided that the world could not exist without you”.

  • Part of Michelangelo’s artistic life was spent chipping away the excess when he sculpted David’s statue

  • Evidence of ego control lies in allowing the advertising industry to control you

  • Hate that cryptic fraud Waqar Zaka; to hell with ‘Do the Dew’

  • Free yourself of your libido which represents your basic biological urges and sexual desires too

  • You are the lamp and God is the electricity; for behold, the Kingdom of God lies within you

  • Always wanted to make history rather than recording history, sitting back in the pew

  • Them priests and bureaucratic scumbags couldn’t make my damn car skid, boo hoo

  • To hell with the Soprest filth for making GIKI miserable, Imma whack those goons into outer space like Winnie the Pooh

  • Forget a standing ovation, they would be better off getting Rubeus Hagrid’s shoe

  • Imma live my life in the f them position; go ahead and sue

  • How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live; do what you gotta do

  • Mentor Sahab is destined to be a force of nature; in case that makes you insecure and jealous, go ahead and join the queue


 

  • Organizing team going berserk over the bubble gum wrapping travesty

  • Cant even enjoy a Pine Light or take a piss without getting a gate pass in Muslim town: God damn micromanagement level infinity

  • Engaging in cool banter over a friend attacking three slushies

  • Sick and tired of participants bringing proscribed stuff like pods and cigarettes casually

  • On the plus side, student behavior and inclination have improved over the years but staff must supervise the event more vigilantly

  • Sometimes, I am on the verge of losing my temper and running over a bunch of motorcyclists in Green City

  • Crescent was a no-show, plus, Mam Maazia, Mam Laiba and Sir Hasnain’s absence was felt at Theatrica dearly

  • People are not standardized to begin with; alternative to conformity is not condoning disruption but celebrating diversity

  • Short-term, cost-cutting approaches to teacher recruitment and training result in an inexperienced and exhausted teaching force inevitably

  • The heart of education is the relationship between student and teacher clearly

  • Key to raising achievement is to recognize that teaching and learning is a relationship with an example being Khan’s Academy

  • Education is a living process like agriculture with good teachers focusing on grades and great teachers focusing on the student’s growth trajectory

  • Running around campus with pen and diary, filling boards, judging plays and taking testimonials; its been one heck of an invigorating journey

  • While interviewing Mam Shehbano, I wondered if I could ever make a perpetual motion machine run infinitely

  • Hopefully this is less of a goodbye and more of a see you later; God bless City School fraternity!


Best wishes and regards,

Mentor Hamza Nasir

 
 
 

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